- 4:48 PM

Well yes here I am, sitting in front of the com, more or less done with today's work, and still with 1 1/2 hours left. =) Not that I'm complaining... Haha.

Actually there will be times when I don't feel like coming for work, and negative thoughts will just flash past my mind. And again, I wonder how I'm gonna stick with a full-time job for years! Haha. Still unsure of where my journey will take me, but all is good. I trust in my Abba.

Just answered a phone call. And the person over at the other end is SUPER rude! Omg spirit of slap just came over me. HAHA. I wish she were just right in front of me, though. Lol... I wonder, if really you know, all the ppl from THAT certain country she came from, are all that impolite.

"This conversation is taking too long, I think I'll hang up now."

It amused me more than it angered me, actually. It's funny to think how some ppl can good-naturedly wait for a few hours for something, and yet some others get impatient [tsk!] after just a few mins waiting for the same thing. I BELIEVE I belong to the former, haha~

. is back. Like, FINALLY. Haha... SO LONG!!! Glad though, been starting to forget the way he talks. LOL. It's good, it's good. JCEA is not complete without any of its members. =) I'm starting to agree that our characters are somewhat similar [not that I didn't notice before]. Haha, with all the warped mindset. I think we're both crazy. HEH. Oh wells, Brian is Brian. =)

On a side note, was just talking about Jay Chou with SOMEONE (unexpected). Haha... ((:

Wanna just fall back in step with You. :) You who blow me away...

Someone find a real-life Kurapica for me. Haha... I like! =P

- 5:42 PM

"Wells don't work anymore, because now got taps."

"Being-real talks". I like.
Best friend. I like. =D
Spring chicken. I like.
Having fun over senseless nonsensical topics. I like.

Been learning a lot, I guess. Finally, the carnival's over, I can just throw all those 'utensils and ingredients' at the back of my mind away...
Not that I didn't have fun. =)

For quite some time I have been having fun, joy, peace kinda life. But it's so real, when suddenly, pom, a negative thought/feeling/event just invade my life. And I don't know/forgot how to deal with it.

I even forgot to throw it to Daddy.

But, I can say that I've grown, through this entire saga of disappointment. Esp when I turn my focus unto the position, seriously, this kinda worldly, material stuffs never satisfy. Think when I look back next time, I'll prolly laugh over this thing.

I'm glad to have a shepherdess whose 'rod and staff comfort me', and bring me back. Not by using them to whack me. One who, until now, still accepts correction graciously, and openly declares she's still learning how to listen with grace. She amazes me. :))

Okays! Aside from that, I am amazed at how I get excited to go for work everyday! Haha... it's been an amazing month at Omega, and I'm still loving it! Super love the colleagues, (and my boss! =P), heh. It's just very interesting, and very fun! Omg I dunno what I'm saying.

Recently I keep having thoughts imagining myself going away to 'find my identity'. HAHA! Like, going on a trip overseas alone, maybe go live in a jungle or sth... LOL. Just weird thoughts flooding my mind. Oh, and I've been having weird dreams recently too! Haha...

Anw that was random. Lol...
Really liked all the choir practices... Makes me excited at the thought of serving. =) Love Wendy's funny ways, and things that she says. Finding myself, I guess I don't have to go away, but just being in the Kingdom of God, and in the midst of kingdom friendships, I guess that's adequate.

Ending work in 15mins time, shall go pack up. Bye! ((:

- 9:40 AM

Another busy but blessed week ahead... ;) It's gonna be an exciting week!

I'm seriously crammed with activities, and I don't even know where I'm gonna get the strength to go through with them! Haha... grace and favour man... really need them.

Gonna leave for work in a while, and I'm already looking forward to it! :)) I really feel that when I started working for OmegaTours, somehow I had plenty of space, plenty of rest. No stress, no pressure, and I enjoy working! Haha... I think it's God. Really. =)

Have a super awesome and amazing testimonial. Wow... Praise the name of Jesus.

Yes I'm gg to trust God for strength and my portion, esp for the carnival on 20th Nov. Be it helping out in the food commitee, or being part of the worship team, I just want to behold Jesus in His glory, clothe myself with it, so that in time to come, I can declare that it is by HIM, that the entire carnival was a success. I want ppl to see how greatly we can be used, to magnify His glory and honor. (:

Clothed in glory and honor. That's me! Haha... =P

So Daddy, I therefore plead the BLOOD of Jesus OVER the entire P&W session, over ALL the food, because You make them good. Thank You Jesus, for using a nobody like me. Thank You Jesus, that at times when I feel weak and tired, at times when I feel like I can't go on anymore. you pull me up, because it is then that I'll know it has to be You, and not by my own works or efforts.

20th Nov's gonna be amazing.
I have QUROS! ((:

- 11:11 AM

Great is Your mercy toward me
Your lovingkindness toward me
Your tender mercies I see
Day after day...


Yes babe, that WAS a surprise. I'm surprised that was IT. HAHA.


I guess for today's choir practice, apart from all the lovely songs we sang, Wendy spoke very timely, and very edifying words addressed to all of us. And I personally felt that, Daddy signed off at the back of it, and specifically directed it to me.

If we keep looking for love, then we're not ready.
How true.

Yup, this is definitely not the season for me. Thank You Jesus, for speaking through Wendy, and confirming whatever doubts I had. =)

Love is, =). You know. =))

我们没有相同之处。

Dinner and fellowship with an uncommon group of ppl. It was good though... I think my life super rocks! Haha...

I think this entry is gonna be two-lines all the way. Haha...

See, told ya...

Neways, I just realised how anointed and how favoured my boss is. Haha! I always thought I had a pretty accurate "impression" of Trevor. Stern-looking, firm in making decisions, etc etc. [Actually come to think of it now, I dun really know what's my impression of him! Haha] But then recently I realised that he really is a man of God. I was wow-ed at how DaddyGod uses Him, and through Trevor shows His favour, grace, and love.

Look at boss! (In sequence!)
-Awesome guitarist.
-Handsome in form and appearance [I hope he doesn't read this, haha!]
-happily married
-invited to write an article for The Straits Times NATAS Holidays about Israel
-designed the beautiful cover pages for GoIsrael and Off The Beaten Track booklets
-and a testimonial of being healed of appendicitis.

Yet he didn't even mention, or even seem to notice, all of the above mentioned. It's like, he really throws the credits back to Jesus, back to Abba. Proverbs 15:33. Before honour comes humility.

I'm so amazed.

And privileged and honoured to be working under him. =))

Going out now, Happy Deepavali, everyone! =D

- 11:34 AM

In about 2 hours, I'll prolly be sitting in front of my desk busying around in Omega Tours. :))

Just taking this time to just slow down my pace, and 'laze around'. Thinking of how blessed my week shall be. :)) Later as I arrive at Luzerne, I'll still know that my Jesus is still with me, and He is my strength for me to go on and on. =)

My scalp is peeling. Eww.

Already can't wait for adventure camp. :) just thinking of how the camp will make a HUGE difference in every single one of our lives, doing wonders in me, transformations happening, manifestations of God's glory... it's gonna be simply awesome! Thank You Daddy.

So Lord I'm here,
To sit at Your feet.

My journey is gonna be amazing! One-of-a-kind.

Okbye! Ezer is learning excellency, efficiency, productivity and punctuality. =D

- 10:33 PM

Glorious girls.

- 11:43 PM

*La Sellians OEI!*
Yuppers, I survived camp. Haha, and I'm back. Finally. =))
Camp was awesome. Yes, but I missed you guys! Haha...

Lots of memories in the camp, and I really thank DaddyGod for keeping me safe, even as I was exposed to the "worldly elements". Thank You Jesus, for being there when I couldn't go on, for staying by my side, and reminding me of my status in Your eyes.

I've never been loved like this before.
What else can I do to save myself from sin?
But then I realise it's not even about me.
It's all about Him.

Honestly, when I came back from the camp, I felt so detached from God. I felt like I haven't been talking to an old friend for a very long time, and it was really difficult for me to get back into the flow again. But that's okay. Grace grace. =)

I called, You answered.
And You came to my rescue and I
Wanna be where You are.

And something amazing happened! Audition on Sunday went smooth, and really Jesus gave me the calmness to just sing w/o freaking out. Tuesday, Angelina called me! OMG, just the same week, I went for practice at Noel on Wednesday. It really has to be Jesus. Who else? :))

Super favoured, super graced. Thank You Daddy.
Flood me with Your grace.

Super loved the practice on Wednesday, I can just imagine myself doing this every week. =) Though I simply can't imagine how singing can have so many 'rules'/techniques! Haha... no worries. I shall take things slowly.
[Already am visualising serving on stage. Praise the Lord!]

Digressing,
THIS girl, has NEVER been to [insert place if you know where the cards lead to] before! HAHA. Yo best friend! =D
(She'll prolly kill me for publicising this. Heh.)

Neways, physical body not enough rest, went for work today. Yet I'm still refreshed! I think it's the working environment. Haha! Super love Omega Tours and staff. Trevor came in today, surprise. I love Luzerne. Haha... Those who wanna go Israel next year, come and tell me! Haha... I'll help you secure a seat. This year's closed, though. :)

Okies I need to sleep. Need recharging. bye!

I love my bestie. :))

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