Friday, November 23, 2007
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5:42 PM
"Wells don't work anymore, because now got taps.""Being-real talks". I like.Best friend. I like. =DSpring chicken. I like.Having fun over senseless nonsensical topics. I like.Been learning a lot, I guess. Finally, the carnival's over, I can just throw all those 'utensils and ingredients' at the back of my mind away...Not that I didn't have fun. =)For quite some time I have been having fun, joy, peace kinda life. But it's so real, when suddenly, pom, a negative thought/feeling/event just invade my life. And I don't know/forgot how to deal with it.I even forgot to throw it to Daddy.But, I can say that I've grown, through this entire saga of disappointment. Esp when I turn my focus unto the position, seriously, this kinda worldly, material stuffs never satisfy. Think when I look back next time, I'll prolly laugh over this thing.I'm glad to have a shepherdess whose 'rod and staff comfort me', and bring me back. Not by using them to whack me. One who, until now, still accepts correction graciously, and openly declares she's still learning how to listen with grace. She amazes me. :))Okays! Aside from that, I am amazed at how I get excited to go for work everyday! Haha... it's been an amazing month at Omega, and I'm still loving it! Super love the colleagues, (and my boss! =P), heh. It's just very interesting, and very fun! Omg I dunno what I'm saying.Recently I keep having thoughts imagining myself going away to 'find my identity'. HAHA! Like, going on a trip overseas alone, maybe go live in a jungle or sth... LOL. Just weird thoughts flooding my mind. Oh, and I've been having weird dreams recently too! Haha...Anw that was random. Lol...Really liked all the choir practices... Makes me excited at the thought of serving. =) Love Wendy's funny ways, and things that she says. Finding myself, I guess I don't have to go away, but just being in the Kingdom of God, and in the midst of kingdom friendships, I guess that's adequate.Ending work in 15mins time, shall go pack up. Bye! ((:
