Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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1:54 PM
Finally I've decided to sit down and clear the mould from my blog. haha. I really love Decembers. Don't you? :) They're always choke-full of fun-filled activities that never seem to stop. With my family overseas trip, adventure camp, and the Christmassy events. Woohoo!~
It's been an awesome year, thank you Jesus, because I'm living for you. Living my Jesus-girl life, knowing that every step that I take, you have already gone ahead and proclaimed it good. I still remember just a year ago, I was still hesitating to join my "correct" cg with Anna, yet now I had received so much from my shepherdess. And also the goal to join choir and receive whatever portion I may have in there, and now, I'm already in choir! God is moving, amen! =)
The adventure camp had opened my eyes about a lot of things, esp anger management [why am I not surprised]. Haha, and I thought it really brought me back to the real reason who I'm doing everything for, why I'm in this world, and yes, life is not all about clean toilets and air-con! Haha, although I'm a rough-it-out kinda girl, but yes, I admit now I do live in luxury everyday! Praise the Lord... the ants in my house are puny! Wahaha~
Yes Daddy, I have a vision. And I wanna live it out for you. I don't wanna be a wake-up-brush-teeth-watch-drama kinda girl. I don't wanna be someone who only gets high in the rock Audi.
I wanna live for you. I wanna live my radical life. I wanna walk this journey personally with you. I want you to carry me when I'm tired. I want to just lie on your shoulder and cast all my burdens unto you.
Thank you Jesus for amazing coaches for the JC cluster. Little reminders dropping here and there, correction, love, Hebron. And yes, comparison kills. Remind me again, Jesus. :)
I guess there's a lot of self-effort to make myself look good [not physically] for ppl to see, behave in a 'proper' way, but when the camera's on you and you're watching your very own life movie, I realise I don't appear the way I want myself to appear to be. The flesh really looks so ugly, and Daddy, I want to be the bestest Ezer you have created me to be, that the glory shines within. Not by my own effort, but because I know the real reason for doing anything, not to look to myself.
My vision is for you, darling Jesus. And, Happy birthday. =p
