Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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12:19 PM
As I entered the office, I took a deep breath and prayed, Lord, refresh me. Not that work was boring, but because Jesus is the one I need everyday. :))Special thanks to Wan Hua for lending me -prolly the bestest book I've ever read so far- Captivating. Female version of 'Wild at Heart', it speaks exactly what every woman is prolly thinking, and like what WH said, you'll go, 'Yes, yes, amen!' inside of you, and nodding your head excitedly at possibly every sentence you read. Not to mention smiling at every other sentence.I am so honoured and privileged to be mentioned in one chunk in the book. Haha... ezer=me, ezer=Jesus. My ezer kenegdo. :) Christ who lives in me, literally. I feel so overwhelmed each time I turn a page, so much so that I just can't bear to finish the book at one go; wanna read it slowly [even though I can't really do that], like sucking a sweet till the very last teeny bit disappears.I wish, I wish, somebody will buy me both Wild at Heart and Captivating. =D(Digressing, is it just me, or does this post totally doesn't sound like me? Hoho.) Maybe it's the book, that transformed me from a little girl to a woman, with amazing beauty to unveil! =P2008 has been fantastic. I repeat myself. And it's gonna be better! Woohoo~ Omg and it's only January! Wow. Feels good actually, to be busy all day, get home tired and plop on my bed, falling asleep in less than 10 mins on my pillow, and up again the next day, fresh for work. Like super fruitful. Yes! I wouldn't trade this period of my life with any other ppl! Haha, it may seem like escapism [from studying whatsoever], slacking or whatever, but all in all I'm just glad for the seeds I've sown, the one year of REST, and the 365 days for me to slowly consider what I'd like to take up as my course. (even though I prolly din make use of the first 300 days. LOL.)And now I'm excited for school life! :) Did I mention that it's only January? Haha~Dreams. Visualisations. Goals. The things Pastor Benjamin wants us to take hold of. And days later I dreamt of this super weird random absurd dream that will prolly only happen in drama serials! Haha~ Drunken-ness, unexpected conversation on the phone, 'teleporting' to 7Eleven to buy... PEE?!! You know, the sweet with a cartoon character that has a long 'neck', to contain the tiny tablet-lookalike sweets? I chose a purple Daffy Duck. Yeah, I know, RANDOM. Haha. Maybe it was the supper, Kel.Oh yes. 31 Jan. Haha. My first ever. Buying a REAL concert ticket. I actually wanted to go to the Jacky Cheung concert one! But apparently I didn't cos the lowest was $88. And yet, I just bought a $92 ticket to Switchfoot concert. Wahaha. Me with Revolution. Yeayyy. Coolios. ^_^Neways, speaking of that, was talking to Daddy God yest; more like feeling 'emo' and lamenting about my 'imperfections', and the sweet Daddy Abba just told me, you know, ezer, your life is planned uniquely. One of a kind. No one else will ever have a journey like yours. Because I have done up your journey with intricate details, opportunities no one will ever have. You never know, while you're envying other ppl's lives, others are envying YOUR life! You're made for something great, and you'll soon find out what that is.:)Blessed me, living under the shadow of majestic wings. Wearing forgiveness like a crown. Amazing life I have with my ezer kenegdo. =))
Saturday, January 12, 2008
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3:01 PM
Take me, Mold me, Use me, Fill me,I give my life to the Potter's Hand.Yesterday was simply awesome. [I keep using the word 'awesome'. I guess my vocab is somewhat limited, haha, but with Jesus, He'll provide all the words for me!] I just felt that yesterday's sharing just brought me back to the reason I'm on earth for.Going for another HA camp, I wasn't at all excited. In fact, I felt so empty when I was there, I actually felt "guilty" for forgetting Daddy God's presence. But Daddy just showed Himself to me. As I looked up at the starry sky, I was so awed by the little glittering ones decorating the vast sky, and suddenly the song Magnificent just came to me.Who compares to YouWho set the stars in their placeAnd I was like, wah! God! Who would have ever thought of placing little diamonds in the sky to beautify it? It has to be YOU who made the world!I could just see His smile.Every single day I just prayed desperate prayers. Desperate prayers for Jesus to keep me safe, to give me strength to go on, and to totally lean on Him. Really thank Jesus for hearing me. :)Second day as I went through the telematch with my group, I just felt like doing the duckwalk together with them towards the finishing line. And as I led my group one step by one step, my thighs ached like mad, and I really just felt like getting up and pretending that my job is just to egg them on, because really, I didn't have to do it with them. But I just felt I wanted to finish it together with them, no matter how physically painful it may be. And Jesus' love just washed all over me again.Thank You Jesus. Because I saw You at the cross. Saw the highest price You paid to redeem me.And I saw how You came down, the Son of God as a man, just to experience all that we are going through, being the head of us all, leading us to wherever our Father wants us to go. And You still carried on no matter how tough it was.Jesus You never ever leave me. =))Whatever I've sown in 2007, Daddy You give me harvest in 2008. AWESOME. =D
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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10:56 PM
Year 2008!Blessed new year everyone!Yesterday as I went downstairs to get a bag of chips [which I haven't done so in eons!], I just suddenly felt that I have so much expectations for the coming year. Visualisations and goals I want to see and achieve, knowing that so many good things are in store for me. I got so excited, and yes, esp for the much anticipated countdown. :))It's been so long ever since we met up. But the closeness remains. It was just like before, having fun, joking and laughing about those memorable times, catching up with one another and realising how much each of us had grown. The texting of our visualisations in Mac's, and celebrating the countdown with our one and only beloved Jesus. :) I think that was the best countdown ever, holding hands and just praying for the coming year, as we prayed the counting-down began and ended. A brand new year had come, which will definitely fulfil whatever that we had prayed for. I thought that was just awesome, to simply hand the new year over to Daddy God. ((=Awesome year coming up, Jesus. Thank you. :)
