Wednesday, January 23, 2008
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12:19 PM
As I entered the office, I took a deep breath and prayed, Lord, refresh me. Not that work was boring, but because Jesus is the one I need everyday. :))Special thanks to Wan Hua for lending me -prolly the bestest book I've ever read so far- Captivating. Female version of 'Wild at Heart', it speaks exactly what every woman is prolly thinking, and like what WH said, you'll go, 'Yes, yes, amen!' inside of you, and nodding your head excitedly at possibly every sentence you read. Not to mention smiling at every other sentence.I am so honoured and privileged to be mentioned in one chunk in the book. Haha... ezer=me, ezer=Jesus. My ezer kenegdo. :) Christ who lives in me, literally. I feel so overwhelmed each time I turn a page, so much so that I just can't bear to finish the book at one go; wanna read it slowly [even though I can't really do that], like sucking a sweet till the very last teeny bit disappears.I wish, I wish, somebody will buy me both Wild at Heart and Captivating. =D(Digressing, is it just me, or does this post totally doesn't sound like me? Hoho.) Maybe it's the book, that transformed me from a little girl to a woman, with amazing beauty to unveil! =P2008 has been fantastic. I repeat myself. And it's gonna be better! Woohoo~ Omg and it's only January! Wow. Feels good actually, to be busy all day, get home tired and plop on my bed, falling asleep in less than 10 mins on my pillow, and up again the next day, fresh for work. Like super fruitful. Yes! I wouldn't trade this period of my life with any other ppl! Haha, it may seem like escapism [from studying whatsoever], slacking or whatever, but all in all I'm just glad for the seeds I've sown, the one year of REST, and the 365 days for me to slowly consider what I'd like to take up as my course. (even though I prolly din make use of the first 300 days. LOL.)And now I'm excited for school life! :) Did I mention that it's only January? Haha~Dreams. Visualisations. Goals. The things Pastor Benjamin wants us to take hold of. And days later I dreamt of this super weird random absurd dream that will prolly only happen in drama serials! Haha~ Drunken-ness, unexpected conversation on the phone, 'teleporting' to 7Eleven to buy... PEE?!! You know, the sweet with a cartoon character that has a long 'neck', to contain the tiny tablet-lookalike sweets? I chose a purple Daffy Duck. Yeah, I know, RANDOM. Haha. Maybe it was the supper, Kel.Oh yes. 31 Jan. Haha. My first ever. Buying a REAL concert ticket. I actually wanted to go to the Jacky Cheung concert one! But apparently I didn't cos the lowest was $88. And yet, I just bought a $92 ticket to Switchfoot concert. Wahaha. Me with Revolution. Yeayyy. Coolios. ^_^Neways, speaking of that, was talking to Daddy God yest; more like feeling 'emo' and lamenting about my 'imperfections', and the sweet Daddy Abba just told me, you know, ezer, your life is planned uniquely. One of a kind. No one else will ever have a journey like yours. Because I have done up your journey with intricate details, opportunities no one will ever have. You never know, while you're envying other ppl's lives, others are envying YOUR life! You're made for something great, and you'll soon find out what that is.:)Blessed me, living under the shadow of majestic wings. Wearing forgiveness like a crown. Amazing life I have with my ezer kenegdo. =))
