Saturday, January 12, 2008
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3:01 PM
Take me, Mold me, Use me, Fill me,I give my life to the Potter's Hand.Yesterday was simply awesome. [I keep using the word 'awesome'. I guess my vocab is somewhat limited, haha, but with Jesus, He'll provide all the words for me!] I just felt that yesterday's sharing just brought me back to the reason I'm on earth for.Going for another HA camp, I wasn't at all excited. In fact, I felt so empty when I was there, I actually felt "guilty" for forgetting Daddy God's presence. But Daddy just showed Himself to me. As I looked up at the starry sky, I was so awed by the little glittering ones decorating the vast sky, and suddenly the song Magnificent just came to me.Who compares to YouWho set the stars in their placeAnd I was like, wah! God! Who would have ever thought of placing little diamonds in the sky to beautify it? It has to be YOU who made the world!I could just see His smile.Every single day I just prayed desperate prayers. Desperate prayers for Jesus to keep me safe, to give me strength to go on, and to totally lean on Him. Really thank Jesus for hearing me. :)Second day as I went through the telematch with my group, I just felt like doing the duckwalk together with them towards the finishing line. And as I led my group one step by one step, my thighs ached like mad, and I really just felt like getting up and pretending that my job is just to egg them on, because really, I didn't have to do it with them. But I just felt I wanted to finish it together with them, no matter how physically painful it may be. And Jesus' love just washed all over me again.Thank You Jesus. Because I saw You at the cross. Saw the highest price You paid to redeem me.And I saw how You came down, the Son of God as a man, just to experience all that we are going through, being the head of us all, leading us to wherever our Father wants us to go. And You still carried on no matter how tough it was.Jesus You never ever leave me. =))Whatever I've sown in 2007, Daddy You give me harvest in 2008. AWESOME. =D
