Sunday, February 24, 2008
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10:59 PM
I'm next.Mood today: happy happy. Super happy. :))Haha, well yes, another week has passed beautifully. It's not too much to ask eh daddy, for everyday to be so wonderful. =) neways, after Monday, I kinda felt like I lost the 'feeling' of cultivating His Presence, felt so frantic, haha, trying to find back the feeling. But I guess it's when I don't try, all the more I'll be able to sense Your Presence... You amaze me again with your uncomprehendably simple ways... haha.And this kingdom will know no end
And this glory shall know no bounds
For the majesty and power
Of this kingdom's King has come
And this kingdom's reign
And this kingdom's rule
And this kingdom's power and authority
Jesus, God's righteousness revealedDidn't know that this song can be sung so beautifully. Even though we didn't get to sing it during fourth, but it's enough to have practised it. Just like practising Your love for me, reminding me that hey, my papa is the King of all Kings! wahaha... I can 要风得风，要雨得雨! =PIt's funny how when you hold things loose, somehow it just comes when you least expect it. Maybe I'm still not ready for this; but it feels really good anyways... Daddy, protect me still. Hide me in the shadow of Your wings until I'm fully prepared. (:Today when PJP preached, sowing and everything, you know, one-north just came into my mind. And suddenly I just had this thought, that I wanna lease a place in the building! Yeah yeah, I know. I'm just about to embark on my new school journey rights, when the building is gonna be launched in 2010/2011, I would have just finished my studies, how to start my own business in such a short time...I only know my Daddy can do all things.If my portion is meant to be there, and there's a reason why the silly [it isn't, to me though] thought keeps appearing in my 10/10 fully-activated brain, then so be it. He will make it happen for me, I just know it.But Daddy, if what you wanna teach me is patience, then let me do Your will. :)) I'm nevertheless excited for the plans You have in mind for me!Kris is possibly right. The things of heaven is so limitless, show me them Jesus, such that the things of the world just pale in contrast. And then maybe I wouldn't mind not having 鱼片米粉 up there. HAHA!On a random note, 琼瑶 is scaringly influential!!! For those who wants to get into the Chinese mood, read her novels. You'll feel Chinese all over! Haha... and the romantic scenes that she writes... sighhh. Haha... I guess I'm a sucker for romance lahhh (like somebody!) haha. So guys, if you want to learn how to coax or win the heart of your girl... 琼瑶's novels are good references ;) Ironically, if you want to anger her or break her heart, ranging methods can be found in her novels too. Lol.Speaking of LOL, HAHAHA! Omg I found an LOL-guy! Haha... I tried counting the number of LOLs in his sms-es. "Lol"... =DAnd yes! Tomorrow is work-day again! I'm excited to place my life in Your hands, to see what You can do with such an insignificant life. In the flesh, I seriously hate starting the week, so I often have Monday blues, and I hate working, in whichever sense. I just like to wake up late late, slack the day away, with no goal or objective in mind. (Totally not like the Proverbs 31 woman, haha)But Lord, I know You can transform my life and make it good. So I shall hand myself over to You, and You will take control. Make me good. Make me my best self. Show the world the bestest Ezer ever. The bestest ezer kenegdo. The bestest helper. :))Okays I'm gg to watch a bit of drama, then off I go to sleep. Running mood tonight, hopefully it'll last till tml morning when I wake up. Haha! Nights! And a blessed week ahead! Woohoo!~I'm excited, are you? :))
